There are no diseases. There is only indulging, and you indulge yourself in trying to explain everything. Explanations are no longer necessary in your case. (Ixtlan, 291)

…my obsession to reason out everything as an unnecessary indulging. He said that it was simpler and more effective just to act, without seeking explanation, and that by talking about my experience and by thinking about it I was dissipating it. (Power, 151)

I was going to see my homeland and this marvelous earth for a while longer. What a great joy, Maestro! But I couldn’t say that I had not enjoyed Porfirio’s friendship. Both my visions are equal, but I prefer the vision of my own form on earth. It is my indulging perhaps. (Ring, 221)

In being bothered. Fatigue. (Infinity, 141)